Emily, University of Oxford
As a working-class northerner who went to underfunded state schools in South Yorkshire, I was categorically sure Oxford was not for me. In sixth form, I got put in a small group of “gifted and talented” students who would potentially have the grades to get into Oxbridge – I thought what a joke, I’ve always tried hard but someone like me could never get in! So what did I do? I applied for Politics, Philosophy and Economics (PPE). Yet, to my surprise, I got an in-person interview and fell in love with the city. I could imagine myself there, and it no longer felt like some ridiculous dream that I shouldn’t bother trying for. I realised, there was life outside this academic cityscape and the snobbery and elitism were in short supply. Now, that’s not to say they aren’t there, but there are also normal, down to earth people, who steal traffic cones like any other uni student. When I got my rejection letter, while not shocked, I was disappointed with the outcome and wanted another go at it. This time however, I went in having learnt that it wasn’t silly to think I was capable enough. Oxford isn’t full of Einsteins, just passionate and hard-working people. So, I took a gap year to get some work experience and travel and started thinking about the things I care about.
I had a chance to step back from all I had experienced and realised I was not a PPE-ist. I cared about politics and economics but fundamentally I cared about how these affected different people and places around the world. I care about the world around me, how it physically works, what humans are doing to it, what animals are doing in it, and I also love a good map. I realised this was Geography and it was all around me. For example, I volunteered on a women’s community project in Tanzania. I saw how little they were educated on period hygiene and contraception – things we take for granted. I realised I was passionate about gender inequalities and how this affected women all around the world. But how would this get me into Oxford. Many people didn’t go to university in my area, let alone Oxford. So, I turned to Google and learnt everything I could. I watched random Ted Talks, listened to podcasts, read the National Geographic and tried to make links to the world around me. Laiqa Walli held a Ted Talk entitled “Developing Africa, Not Westernising it”, which made me think about how we try to impose Western ideas of development on the Global South, ignoring their own agency. Talks like this is why I became inspired, impassioned and enraged by the world. I’d like to say I’m still these things. Oxford has certainly challenged and nurtured me, it’s certainly not perfect (like any uni), but I do fit in here, pink hair an’ all.